Another Rainy Day

Seeing you through the raindrops on my window. Just wondering what are you doing now.

Oh well, is this that important for me? I don't think so.

God, it's been so many years! 
Yeah, so many years since you told me that somehow there will be a thing about us in the future.
So many years since we had our best days in our life somewhere beautiful out there.
And so many years since I never talk to you about a thing or two.

Memories they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon. 

Still wondering, what are you doing right now in the day like this? 
Well, yeah it's raining outside.
I just can clearly hear you singing in the middle of the rain
Nevermind, wondering about that ; it just doesn't make sense

I remember the day we danced in the middle of the rain
And everytime the rain comes, there's only one thing in my mind : if there's a chance for us to talk, what will we talk about?

I mean yes, we talk, we meet, we see each other as friends : oh no, maybe strangers? 
The day we sang Amnesia, the day we talk each other as friends 
After the shadow days

But before Shadow Days, we've got that I Want Crazy days
Yes, everytime I remember the day we went crazy, the day we were like besties I think? It just drives me crazy : how I miss that time
The day you told me that thing, yeah, I wish I knew about that 

But yeah, who knew, right?
For the innocent little girl like me, that thing was just : "yeah, maybe yes or no,"
How could I?

Maybe that was a mistake
Or maybe not

Maybe we were borned to be like this

And now that you're so happy
With another I Want Crazy
All I can sing is that you're be crazy too, like ours! 

Perhaps you don't remember that time though

But only if you told me to

Just seeing you through the raindrops on my window
Wondering what are you doing in the day like this right now
Will the rain start singing? 
Or maybe it's tearing
Tearing down
Until I'm done

PS : insipired by songs. Hello! Long time no see yea :( so sorry, some school stuffs drive me crazy. But I appreciate for those who (still) read mine. Massive thank you! 🙏💞👏

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